Like I mentioned in my second entry, there’s so much to write about love. This entry features the poem that I wrote when I was heartbroken. Oh yes, I’ve been through that many times. I guess, I was too unfortunate or I just never learned. I hope the latter is considerably right because if that’s the case, I still have the chance to grasp and imbibe the lessons that I should have learned through my experiences even before.
This poem depicts a forlorn heart that is so worn out, too tired to even see the brighter dimension of life. Sometimes, when you’re feeling so much pain in your heart, you find it difficult to rationalize because your emotional partiality has enveloped and taken control of your personal prerogative. In many instances, what you feel is even more influential than what you think especially at the height of your emotional tumult.
So, here you go.
Haywire
Believing a fantasy
Dreaming of a reality
Smiling amidst pain
Wishes starting to wane
Loving beyond limits
Hoping hope never quits
Hooked up with a binge
Enfeebled by a twinge
Enslaved by fate’s mockeries
Life’s ruled by insecurities
Shedding tears at night
Seeking reasons to fight
Devoured by hopelessness
Feeling so worthless
Wrists are cut, blood incessantly gushes
Eyes are closed, running out of breath
Mind halts to think, and so I welcome death.
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